My adderall has me feel like I am flying to the fucking moon @.@..... *english accent* "Fucking Craaazzzy Man"
Anyway, I'm getting ready for work then I'm heading out. You all have a lovely evening ^_^
LoW~
Just took an IQ test for my promotion at work.... Estimated time to complete the test is over 2 hours.... Finished it in under an hour and 20 minutes :P
I'm sooooo sleepy, but I need to do my ab exercise, but I don't wanna -.-... This sucks... Blah... Then tomorrow I have to swim for a few hours, which will probably suck even more.... Okay; I'm done bitching for now -.-
I am having entirely to much fun rubbing lotion all over my body. Nothing sexual about it right now. It just feels so lovely, plus it makes meh feel sexy to rub myself down with lotion xD
Soooo smooth
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Billii!? I thought you only liked when I rubbed lotion on you...
I feel so cheated.
You may help ;P
While I was gone I did some "soul searching". I watched people live life, I watched life pass me by, and I saw life leave without the chance to say good by.
People angered me, and I've angered other people. We all are bound to get angry with each other at some point... But what is it that you get out of continuously feeding your anger? It heightens your risk of heart disease, high blood pressure, cancer and risk of infection.
Most of all if you're continuously feeding your anger, then when are you happy? Really happy. Not happy with the moment, but with how things are. We are always going to have our highs and low. That's just how it is, but why stuff yourself in a low when you can prevent it?
I find it easier to let it go. Maybe it's a lovers scorn, or a friends hate, but the situation that has brought you to this level of hate will not be resolved while you're going off on people.
I guess all I'm saying is that you should try and forgive, because it will resolve your plight much faster than spewing hate at everyone, which will only turn them further against you.
That's all for now
Call the moons a terrible expletive that would offend most people : check
Torture the box: check
Talk dirty to a sexy guy: check
Have a sexy guy talk dirty to me: check
Harass Cancer: Currently in progress
Tell my boss at work to fuck off and have a nice day: check
Today has been a day of accomplishments :)
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You do that all the time.. what's new. :P
So then I always accomplish my goals lol
So far I've lost a ton of weight due to strong will power controlling my diet, and I'm so close all of my abdomen cuts can be clearly seen through the last bit of fat thats left. I just have to oush myself a little harder. I'm going to start running everyday 2 miles a day until this fat is gone. I may start swimming again for 4 hours a day... In a month or two I am hoping to post some shirtless selfies on here. Then on another site I will have some provocative pics up... Nothing where you can see my parts... Those will be cover, but thats about it lol
Well I've been working a lot. Moving up in the corporate world, which involves working a lot. Lost a bunch of weight now. I'v dropped back to a size 30 waist. I was like a 36 @.@...... I look so much younger than what I am. How lucky. Hmmmm oh and I am going to school as usual I suppose. I also had some major family health issues... Not sure what else... Really I have just been working loads and loads, while trying to spend as much time with family as I can. I'm going to try and be on here at least every other day.
LoW~
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